In this 2 months, everything in my life was moving and changing so fast.
Now, I am sitting in at my uncle office, waiting for him to go to the airport.
I wondering, why I don’t feel any special/particular feeling??
even though I am going far far away again…
I promise my self not to worry nor to think too much about future.
Believe in Allah… just believe in Him and do my best.
No one know… -not even me-
…
After passed the immigration check point,
an old known feeling comes to me..
the feeling that I knew from the past…
loneliness…
I am sorry for having this feeling Yaa Allah, please guard and save me..
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Gate D4, Soekarno Hatta
15-01-2014