merencanakan akhir…

tadi pagi sebuah lintasan pikiran nyelonong di kepala saya…

kalo abis, lulus sarjana saya g lanjut S2 gimana yah??
kalo lanjut S2 tapi bukan di elektro gimana?
kalau diem di rumah aja gimana?
kalo kerja gimana?
hmmm
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pilihan terakhir itu masih g ada d prioritas sy..
meski sy kepikiran pengen kerja..
tp pengennya yg free2 gitu….
mksutnya ky ikut proyek dosen dll.
biar g keiket waktu kerja 8 to 5 dan hrs pake seragam baju formal dll
(mikirn aja g suka 😀 :D)

hmm setelah lama direnungin..
sy sadar emang sy belum bener2 nyiapin hidup pasca kampus..
fiuhhhhhhh…

hrs lebih serius nih ..
trus pemikiran lain.. lewat lagi…

trus rencana mati saya??
(maksudnya sy inginnya wafat dalam keadaan ky gimana?!?!?!?)
kenapa ini kelewat ya? padahal kalo beberapa tahun silam ditanya sy punya bayangan tuh..
pengen wafat dalam keadaan gimana..

sekarang malah membisu.. diajak mikir gitu..
parrah!! indikasi kurang muhasabah ni..

emang mati itu rahasia Allah…
namun…
dengan mengetahui dalam keadaan bagaimana kita ingin dipanggil Allah
kita bisa merencanakan dengan baik hidup kita kaya apa..

hmm aneh!!
ko bisa missing… ya.. perenungan saya tentang akhir hidup saya yg niscaya itu..

Yaa Rabb..
sampai hari ini satu pintaku..
pulang kepada-Mu dalam keadaan Engkau tersenyum dan ridla atasku…

-di tengah baca sedra-
nden

Open Your Eyes

Album :
Munsyid : Maher Zain
http://liriknasyid.com

    Look around yourselves
    Can’t you see this wonder
    Spreaded infront of you
    The clouds floating by
    The skies are clear and blue
    Planets in the orbits
    The moon and the sun
    Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..

No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise

    Take us in the best way
    (Allah..)
    Guide us every single day..
    (Allah..)
    Keep us close to You
    Until the end of time..
    Look inside yourselves
    Such a perfect order
    Hiding in yourselves
    Running in your veins
    What about anger love and pain
    And all the things you’re feeling
    Can you touch them with your hand?
    So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?

No..

    We just have to
    Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
    If we just look bright to see the signs
    We can’t keep hiding from the truth
    Let it take us by surprise
    Take us in the best way
    (Allah..)
    Guide us every single day..
    (Allah..)
    Keep us close to You
    Until the end of time..

    When a baby’s born
    So helpless and weak
    And you’re watching him growing..
    So why deny
    Whats in front of your eyes
    The biggest miracle of life..

    We just have to
    Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
    If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
    We can’t keep hiding from the truth
    Let it take us by surprise

    Take us in the best way
    (Allah..)
    Guide us every single day..
    (Allah..)
    Keep us close to You
    Until the end of time..

    Open your eyes and hearts and minds
    If you just look bright to see the signs
    We can’t keep hiding from the truth
    Let it take us by surprise

    Take us in the best way
    (Allah..)
    Guide us every single day..
    (Allah..)
    Keep us close to You
    Until the end of time..

    Allah..
    You created everything
    We belong to You
    Ya Robb we raise our hands
    Forever we thank You..
    الحمد الله
    Alhamdulillah..