this day-last year

In this 2 months, everything in my life was moving and changing so fast.
Now, I am sitting in at my uncle office, waiting for him to go to the airport.

I wondering, why I don’t feel any special/particular feeling??
even though I am going far far away again…

I promise my self not  to worry nor to think too much about future.
Believe in Allah… just believe in Him and do my best.

No one know… -not even me-

After passed the immigration check point,
an old known feeling comes to me..
the feeling that I knew from the past…


I am sorry for having this feeling Yaa Allah, please guard and save me..

Gate D4, Soekarno Hatta


today’s learn:

Sabr is not remaining quite, an allowing anger build up inside you.
Sabr is to talk about what’s bothering without losing control of your emotion..
(ustadz  nouman ali khan)

Hit the nail

living Islam

I know her from name only…
great reminder…

stop studying Islam, do not read Islam, do not preach Islam, do not talk about Islam,
stop discussing and debating Islam,

that´s what Allah ask a moslem to do,

wish Allah make it easy for us



be always on guard

be careful, be cautious
be always on guard,
we only see what we want to see,
we only listen what we want to hear,

I used to think, I believe what I see, but I think,
we only can see what we believe.

open our mind, and open our heart…
we will found what we looking for,
keep open our mind and open our heart,
the veil will open, and the truth will appear,

hope we are on the right side at that moment,
I remember a quote, but forgot who said it,

the things that we never heard, or never saw,
doesn’t mean it does not exist.

the things that we never did,
doesn’t mean no one do that

the things that different from what we did
doesn’t mean that’s wrong…

be wise…
listen before judge,
look everything closer, probably we will understand more,
and even if we cannot understand we still at least pay them a respect

doing bad things in ramadlan

In Ramadlan, if we still doing bad things…,
we really really have to examine it…,because syaithan is tied down this month…
therefore, we have to really cautios…
that bad, the source of the sin, is inside us…
isn’t it scary?

we need to, we need to fix it… soon
seriously, it has to be seriously cured

selfreminder 8th day of Ramadlan



Sahih International

That home of the Hereafter We assign to those who do not desire exaltedness upon the earth or corruption. And the [best] outcome is for the righteous.


Negeri akhirat itu, Kami jadikan untuk orang-orang yang tidak ingin menyombongkan diri dan berbuat kerusakan di (muka) bumi. Dan kesudahan (yang baik) itu adalah bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa.

AL Qur’an, Surat Al Qashas: 83


sombong itu perkara yang sangat serius bahayanya kayanya, dan sayangnya… cukup susah mendeteksi keberadaannya di dalam hati,

tapi memang semua susah adanya kehendak Allah,
manusia cuma bisa berdo’a, dan harus berdo’a, untuk dihindarkan dari sifat-sifat seperti ini.
berdo’a agar dilembutkan hatinya, diteguhkan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang diridlai Nya

the purpose of our creation




Sahih International
And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.

Dan aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan supaya mereka mengabdi kepada-Ku.

(Al Qur’an Adz-Dzariyat(51):56)


if it is the purpose of our creation, it is means something that we can do in every moment of our existence (Sister Yasmin Mogahed)

detach our heart from result


Your Lord is most knowing of you. If He wills, He will have mercy upon you; or if He wills, He will punish you. And We have not sent you, [O Muhammad], over them as a manager.

Al Isra : 54


Few days ago, I listened to one of sister Dalia Mogahed lecture. One of the things that I remembered the most is, detach ourself from the result of our da´wah, because it is part of Allah´s will. we will not be asked about how they are, instead we will be asked about our obedience.

wish Allah make us easy to obey Him.