this day-last year

In this 2 months, everything in my life was moving and changing so fast.
Now, I am sitting in at my uncle office, waiting for him to go to the airport.

I wondering, why I don’t feel any special/particular feeling??
even though I am going far far away again…

I promise my self not  to worry nor to think too much about future.
Believe in Allah… just believe in Him and do my best.

No one know… -not even me-

After passed the immigration check point,
an old known feeling comes to me..
the feeling that I knew from the past…


I am sorry for having this feeling Yaa Allah, please guard and save me..

Gate D4, Soekarno Hatta


today’s learn:

Sabr is not remaining quite, an allowing anger build up inside you.
Sabr is to talk about what’s bothering without losing control of your emotion..
(ustadz  nouman ali khan)

Hit the nail

living Islam

I know her from name only…
great reminder…

stop studying Islam, do not read Islam, do not preach Islam, do not talk about Islam,
stop discussing and debating Islam,

that´s what Allah ask a moslem to do,

wish Allah make it easy for us



be always on guard

be careful, be cautious
be always on guard,
we only see what we want to see,
we only listen what we want to hear,

I used to think, I believe what I see, but I think,
we only can see what we believe.

open our mind, and open our heart…
we will found what we looking for,
keep open our mind and open our heart,
the veil will open, and the truth will appear,

hope we are on the right side at that moment,
I remember a quote, but forgot who said it,

the things that we never heard, or never saw,
doesn’t mean it does not exist.

the things that we never did,
doesn’t mean no one do that

the things that different from what we did
doesn’t mean that’s wrong…

be wise…
listen before judge,
look everything closer, probably we will understand more,
and even if we cannot understand we still at least pay them a respect

doing bad things in ramadlan

In Ramadlan, if we still doing bad things…,
we really really have to examine it…,because syaithan is tied down this month…
therefore, we have to really cautios…
that bad, the source of the sin, is inside us…
isn’t it scary?

we need to, we need to fix it… soon
seriously, it has to be seriously cured